a couple months ago, i started talking to this kid Gabe,17, TN, i met him from chatroulette, interesting website, huh? well when we were done talking, i gave him my facebook, as he did the same. we’ve been texting, and he says the sweet things that makes girls fall head over heels for guys, he says he “loves” me, and he wants me, but it’s so hard hearing someone say that from hundreds of miles away, will i ever meet him? will anything ever happen? i also think all the time, how do i know he isn’t telling other girls that he loves them, and he wants them. he looks like the kind of person to do that, and looking at his facebook he talks to gorgeous girls, so why would he be talking to me? why would he be telling me that he wants me, when he can have these gorgeous girls instead? and then a couple days ago, facebook news feed. “in a relationship with _______”.. like are you serious? i was hurt, mad, confused, and sad. i couldn’t find the words to say to him, whether it was calling him, texting him, or anything. i didn’t know what to say. the only thing i could think was how could he do this? so i finally pick up my phone and text him, his response was “she’s not my actual girlfriend, she’s just my facebook girlfriend, so relax” i don’t know how to react to that text, i don’t know what to do, or what to say. should i believe him? should i totally blow of this entire thing because i could be being paranoid and overreacting. i didn’t think i was. so today when i look at his relationship status it’s your wonderful “facebook girlfriend” saying “i like this status, i’m a very lucky girl” wouldnt that make you think that the relationship is real? honestly.. and in 1 hour everything just changed, i’m fed up, sick and tired of it, and confused. i put my status as “im done, you have a girlfriend” and why did he take his time to comment it? why? he said “dislike” but why would you dislike? you have a gorgeous, girlfriend, and gorgeous, skinny, blonde hair, tan, girlfriend. why would you say that.. now you comment it saying that you and her are done, i sit here thinking why on earth would you be done with her? because of my status, thats ridiculous, have fun with your girlfriend, she must mean more to you then i do considering she’s your girlfriend. now i don’t know what to do.. apparently your single, i’m single, confused, and still hundreds of miles away from you.. no responses has been left since you not knowing why your single. and this gets harder and harder. i sit here not knowing what to do, or what to say, or what to think. do i want to be done with you and move on to someone else that lives in NH, or do i want to TRY to be with someone who lives in TN. this probably made no sense, but thats what i’m feeling.
